The Crossing of the First Threshold

Crossing of the First Threshold:

This is the point where one actually crosses into the field of adventure, leaving the known limits of her world and venturing into an unknown and dangerous realm where the rules and limits are not known.

Campbell: “The adventure is always and everywhere a passage beyond the veil of the known into the unknown; the powers that watch at the boundary are dangerous; to deal with them is risky; yet for anyone with competence and courage the danger fades.”

Sometimes when it is time to slay the dragon (surmount any scary trial) you have to go inside to places like the temple, cave or dojo to prepare and find strength.

What sorts of things do you do in there? Maybe you get quiet and centered, maybe you clean house literally and figuratively, maybe you pray and meditate.  Maybe you do all of the above and then some.

This is not only a period of work for me but a period of cleansing. Cleansing on the  spiritual level through the physical, visa versa or however you choose to see it. As a part of this cleansing I am embarking on a raw food cleanse. This is a bit scary for me as I have never had this sort of diet, and tend to indulge myself quite a bit when it comes to food.

The G*ddess in the Desert

Have you ever gone through a period of fasting, detox, cleanse? If so, why? Can a detox or cleanse be a way to get rid of emotional and spiritual baggage as well as other toxins? Drop me a line here or better yet leave a comment on the Vision Quest Retreats Facebook Community.

The purpose of this cleanse is to reset our systems after the summer, perhaps to allow our digestive system a time to relax. Well day 4 of the pre-detox and I am anything but relaxed. I did an earlier cleanse during the winter and thought this would be much the same, in other words, pretty easy. Well this is the pre-game week and I’m already feeling a bit cranky and hungry especially as so many of my little crutches are being taken away. I’m working. Working goes with? Diet Coke and Coffee, that’s right.  Well now working is supposed to go with something called Water. I guess the alliteration will make it easy for me to remember but really I’m just droning on b/c I’m antsy. Sugar also gone, meat, bread, dairy, gluten, all gone gone gone!

What have a left? I guess I will find out over the next 18 days.

Top Image: “Strength” from the Cosmic Tribe Tarot by Stevee Postman

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Slaying the Dragon: Atonement with the Father

Death by Stevee Portman (Cosmic Tribe Tarot, 1998)

“Atonement [with the father] consists in no more than the abandonment of that self-generated double monster—the dragon thought to be God (superego) and the dragon thought to be Sin (repressed id). But this requires an abandonment of the attachment to ego itself, and that is what is difficult.” -Campbell, J. (1949)

A heroine ventures forth from the world of common day into a region of supernatural wonder: fabulous forces are there encountered and a decisive victory is won: the heroine comes back from this mysterious adventure with the power to bestow boons on her fellow woman. –Adapted from Joseph Campbell

What boon or gifts are you preparing to bestow on the world?

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Preparing to Slay the Dragon: Preparation in the Cave

When it is really time to slay the dragon you may have to go inside the cave, temple or dojo to prepare. Since I’ve been in the cave over the past few days I have been paying attention to what I am doing and what I need to be doing…

On Monday I had to call in one of my superheros healer, Ken Yamaguchi-Clark to

by Stevee Postman in the Cosmic Tribe Tarot

help me get clear on some things.  The lessons and insights were many over the time that we sat and worked together but more than that perhaps I had a breakthrough so full of gifts, intelligence, guidance and comfort. I was given clear direction.  I’m still processing and absorbing it as I continue into my week.

But, today I am popping my head up out of the cave to have an Online Facebook  chat with Jocelyn Gordon, Ecstatic Embodiment Expert & Hoopnotica Director of Teacher Training.

Join us tonight…

Location Online: Vision Quest Retreats Facebook page

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Thanksgiving Hoop & Surf Retreat at Bamboo Yoga Play, Dominical, COSTA RICA
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About Jocelyn Gordon: Jocelyn’s gift is in moving women through resistance and into the life of their dreams. With 30 plus years as a student, practitioner and teacher of the

Jocelyn Gordon

healing arts, she offers transformational coaching and movement experiences that inspire women out of procrastination, lackluster list making, less than successful goal achievement and into the passionate and embodied life of their highest dreams.
Bhakti Boogie® and HoopYogi™ are Jocelyn’s signature movement experiences which incorporate intuitive yoga postures, conscious dance and dance vinyasas, sound vibration and body centered coaching. You can see Jocelyn as a lead choreographer and instructor in the Marisa Tomei HoopBody DVD. Sign up for Jocelyn’s newsletter to receive tips on experiencing Ecstatic Embodiment and info on her upcoming retreats in Northern California, Costa Rica and Bali. www.jocelyngordon.com & www.hoopdancedc.com

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Preparing for Battle when Slaying the Dragon…

Sometimes when it is really time to slay the dragon you have to go inside the cave or dojo to prepare.

High Priestess by Wayne Rodney

What are the sorts of things you do in there? Maybe you get quiet and centered, maybe you clean house literally and figuratively, maybe you pray and meditate. But other times maybe in the midst of all this you also have to call in your superheros, your gurus or masters.  Today this is what I am having to do. I have to get with a wise master or mistress sometimes to prepare for the work ahead. (Yes, by the way, the dragon is really just the work we have to do in the course of attending the spiritual school we call “life”) I may say my “dragon” is this challenge or that challenge but the other challenge takes place on a spiritual plane that means so much more than any “cause” of my fear. Yes the dragon may also be called Fear, sometimes masquerading as procrastination. The dragon also calls you to look at certain things, to confront truths about who you are and how you feel. You have to look at the dragon before you can defeat her or him (if you prefer). I’m starting to think that the dragon has a thousand faces.

And this would be why I need to call on wiser heads. I talk about and rely quite heavily on my team. I need to have some heavy hitters who will challenge me on things and help to break me out of old habits into a newer, always better way. So this is where I find myself as I prepare for the arrival of my superhero today. Excited, anxious, a little bit afraid and filled with energy.

Who do you go to when you need to pull out the big guns? Do you have a team to support you as you are living your vision? Where might you need to shore up that team or change members? What is it time to do?

All of these questions and more will I be asking myself as I step inside the temple.

If you get a chance I’d love to hear about what you do when it’s time to slay the dragon. Leave a comment or drop by the Vision Quest Retreats Facebook page to share your experience.

Image: High Priestess by Wayne Rodney

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Is it Time to Slay the Dragon?

Slaying the Dragon:

by DaleCar 2009

It occurs to me on this heroine’s quest that it’s time for many of us, myself included, to “slay the Dragon”.  Depending on which version of the hero’s myth you read, what I call Slaying the Dragon, can be likened to The Ordeal or Atonement with the Father. In this step the person must confront and be initiated by whatever holds the ultimate power in his or her life. In many myths and stories this is the father, or a father figure who has life and death power. The Dragon is a great challenge the heroine must face before receiving the Boon or Reward and must occur before reaching Apotheosis; the exaltation of one to a divine level.  This exalted state is living our Vision and it only comes after we have been on the quest for some time.  I know it’s time to slay the dragon but this is not the first time I have met this beast. I know I am approaching the lair of the beast because her minions;  fear, procrastination, and self-doubt have rushed out to greet me.

Others may experience the dragon as a block or feeling of being stuck and no matter how you try to break through them, you continue to feel defeated. While I don’t like these sort of feelings I know what they mean and know that unless I go to battle I surely will be defeated. I don’t know about you but I intend to be the victor.

Preparing for Battle

Nujalik G*ddess of the Hunt (Cutts, 2007)

As the time for action has occurred the first thing I must do is prepare, fortify myself and arm myself with tools and weapons. The other thing I must do is spend some time in solitude to receive the wisdom that resides in me and that I will only hear when I get quiet. Over the next few weeks this chronicle will be devoted to the steps we must take when preparing for and slaying the dragon.

Have you slayed a dragon? Is it your time? Tell us about it by leaving a comment here or on the Vision Quest Retreats Facebook page.

 

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Take a Mini Stay-Home Sabbatical

Last week found me simultaneously researching sabbaticals, house siting in a house with a pool/spacious yard and needing to get a huge chunk of creating done, both on my book about women living their visions of success and the new Vision Quest Retreats website (check our cool new landing page, while the site is under construction).

The word Sabbatical comes from the Latin sabbaticus, and Hebrew shabbat, i.e., Sabbath, literally a “ceasing.” It is a rest from work, or a hiatus, often lasting from two months to a year. The concept of sabbatical has a source in shmita, described in the Bible where there is a commandment to desist from working the fields in the seventh year. Therefore, in the strictest sense, sabbatical lasts a year.

In modern times, “sabbatical” has come to mean any extended absence in ones career to achieve something e.g., writing a book or traveling for research. In its broadest sense sabbatical or a sabbatical is a period away from your normal routine – a time to immerse yourself in yourself in a different environment. It can also offer rest, a chance to see your life from a different perspective, and to gain new insights.

My current work situation does not really permit me to take 2 mos to a year off right now so I decided to take my own mini stay-home sabbatical.

Rainbow one Morning

My goals were to 1) write a draft of “my story,” how I came to be living my vision for the book I’m, 2) produce a draft of the content for the new Vision Quest Retreats, 3) get some rest and exercise and 4) Just Be!

The Results:

While I still engaged minimally in my Organizational Development practice no appointments involved me leaving the house, so after a brief stint with procrastination I got down to work. I did manage to accomplish what I set out to do; getting a huge chunk of writing done. I also squeezed in an appointment with my body worker. This visit helped me to gain deeper insight during this time. He also gave me an interesting prescription of backstroke. I brought my aching neck and blocks to him and told him that I had been swimming freestyle for exercise. He told me to swim back stroke to give my neck and ego a break. He was right. I know how to swim backstroke but freestyle is easier for me and I can swim faster. The energy of freestyle was very ego driven for me while backstroke felt awkward but more like improving the back of the house or inner me. This exercise also connected with my insight that I needed to exercise more discipline both in my work and spiritual practice. I took rest after my work and swimming in the evenings and was able to enjoy watching the birds dart about and the fireflies come out.

My Conclusion:

If you can carve out even a mini sabbatical take it! Especially in the current economic climate many people are afraid to take sabbaticals for fear of losing their positions. A mini sabbatical could be just the right thing for you.

Give it a try and drop us a line and let us know how it goes!

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Wellness & The Warrior Princess

(post inspired by remarks delivered at the 3rd Annual Black Woman’s Wellness Day)

I’m contemplating why wellness matters to me, so much that it is the thread that runs through both my Organizational Development work at Cutts Consulting and success coaching practice through Vision Quest Retreats. Wellness, well at least physical fitness, has always been a part of my life. As a child I was a natural athlete and gratefully my parents encouraged active involvement in sports. My siblings and I all competed in swimming, soccer, tennis, field hockey, lacrosse, you name it. I loved to be outdoors running playing, walking whatever the seasons permitted. So being well and fit was not something I consciously worked on.

Makeda Voletta

As an adult my love for physical activity continued, still swimming, playing tennis, walking and in 2001 I added Ashtanga Yoga to my regular routine. You see I need to move and to exercise. My body, emotional and spiritual health demand it. My original chosen profession; clinical psychology focuses on psychological health of course. Why this natural focus on my own health and helping others get healthy? I’m not sure why or that it matters but perhaps it’s because of my innate sense that in order to carry out my mission, to succeed on my heroine’s quest to realize my visions that I know that I must be strong and healthy. In order to live our my vision to its fullest expression much is demanded of me on all levels of well being, physical, emotional, and spiritual. Perhaps all of this was was really brought to light for me in 1997.

A Breakdown…

I was in the later part of my doctoral program, at the dissertation phase. I was determined to finish my program in the 5 yrs allotted even though many people have taken much longer. The dissertation process can be very demanding intellectually, emotionally and physically and I was driving hard. I studied hard but also played hard (perhaps a little too hard) so in 1997 I hit a wall. My recreational and medicinal use of chemicals such as alcohol to have fun and de-stress got out of control. Thankfully that crash led me to let those things go. So now I could really focus on being truly healthy right? Well not so. Instead I transferred that addictive part of me to work and became obsessed with finishing my dissertation and my program “on time.”  My dissertation chair even tried to tell me to take it easy, that it was not crucial that I finish right at 5 yrs but in my usual willful stubborn way I ignored him and pressed on.  It was during the Christmas holiday back East that I started to notice little changes that grew more pronounced.

I was terribly fatigued, having heart palpitations, and feeling generally like poop (to use a medical term). Normally able to easily walk my then dog, Thurgood for an hour, I could barely get around the block! Something was clearly terribly wrong so my mother whisked me off to the doctor. After a series of tests it was discovered that my thyroid was way out of whack. I had to undergo treatment, but within three months my thyroid function was completely gone. I would have to take generic medicine for the rest of my life. I was also told that proper diet and exercise would become even more crucial to me staying healthy than they had before. At first I was really bummed out about this but over time I have come to see this in a very different way.  I have accepted that I have to be careful with my sensitive system, I have to eat right, continue to exercise, get the proper amount of rest and not let my workaholic tendencies overrule my life. Isn’t this what I should be doing anyway?

Costa Rica 2011

Today I don’t mind caring for my body and health. I’m glad in a way that I have such a sensitive system that tells me when I’m doing too much, when I’m not feeling well and when I’m in danger of getting sick. I listen to my body intently and do what it tells me. I honor who I am and what my limits are so that I can stay the course and achieve my objectives. I conceptualize my life as a heroine’s quest to find my truth and realize my visions. I know that I am a warrior princess and I have a mission and it’s just part of my job to stay fit to carry out this mission.

Through the use of Somatic Coaching (coaching that focuses on the body) I also bring this to my clients, both in organizations and privately. I feel like a big part of my job is to say “don’t forget your body” the vehicle that allows you to carry out your mission. Don’t neglect your well being around emotion and spirit. I know for me and think this true for others that in order to live our lives to the fullest and bring excellence to all that we do we must be healthy and strong.  Have you ever known an out of shape warrior?

What’s your story? Where does wellness figure in your life? What do you do to take care of yourself? Drop me a line with comments @ Dr.Cutts@nicolecutts.com

(photo of Makeda Voletta https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001888323765 )

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Sankofa: Meeting Madam C.J. Walker

The Back Story: I came to Indianapolis for a couple days work and had not been here before so I did some quick research to see if there was anything I needed to see and had time for.  I had a vague recollection that Madam C.J. Walker had something to do with this town. A cursory search easily revealed that downtown Indianapolis is home to the Madame Walker Theatre Center (MWTC). I was thrilled to realise that I would be in the same town, on Women Owned Business Wednesday, as the home of the empire of Madam C.J. Walker, the ultimate business woman. I did not get off until 4:00 so I knew I could not schedule a tour, or even go inside the building, but at least I could go see the spot, to which I was now feeling drawn like a pilgrim to Mecca.

My pre-visit research led me to the official site of Madam C.J. Walker where my eye was drawn immediately to a picture of a woman who looked very familiar to me. I was pleasantly surprised to see her picture as we are connected on a social networking site. A’Lelia Bundles has written extensively on the life of Madam Walker to include the book On Her Own Ground:  The Life and Times of Madam C. J. Walker (Scribner, 2001). What I did not realize, until just then (I’m somewhat embarrassed to admit), was that A’Lelia is the great-great granddaughter of Madam C.J. Walker.  On the off chance that she might respond, I dropped Ms. Bundles a quick note to tell her of my intended visit to the MWTC and to inquire about any other cool spots I should visit while in the area. To my delight she responded. She did not know too many spots to hang in other than the Eiteljorg Museum of American Indians but assured me that the folks at the center would be able to direct me after the tour she assumed I had scheduled. (I had not yet explained to her that I would be going in off hours and only hoped to see the exterior of the building.) Either way, no matter as I had my destination in mind. What ever was to come after the MWTC would reveal itself once I was there.

At about 5:00 armed with directions from mapquest and my rented GPS I headed for 617 Indiana Ave. in downtown Indianapolis. The day was sunny and very pleasant and it felt good to be free and heading out on an adventure into unknown territory. I had my mission and the orders were simple; find the Madame C.J. Walker Theatre building, see as much as you can, take pictures, then decide what to do next.

Exiting the highway to Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. St. quickly brought me to the MWTC, a flat-iron shape, four-story, block-long building originally planned to house the corporate headquarters and factory of Madam Walker’s manufacturing company. I parked, got out and walked to the front of the building where I could see the awnings and two  large posters advertising the movie about Madam Walkers life; Living the Legacy, that you can see when visiting the center. I took shots of the building’s facade and other details then I walked across the street to try and get a shot including the huge marquee that sits atop the building advertising that this is home to the “Walker Theatre” I was coming back toward the front door to head to my car when I saw a woman standing near the locked front door. I briefly hoped she worked there and might be going in and that I could at least have a quick word and take a peek.

It turned out she was waiting for someone to let her in so I decided to wait and see if I could have a quick word with her friend. I still had no idea where to go after this so I figured I could at least get some recommendations from someone familiar with the neighborhood. It seemed like forever standing there with a woman I did not know and who was probably wondering who I was and what I was doing. When her friend; Sheri,  finally came she let us both in. I did not want her to feel that she had accidentally let a stranger into the building so I quickly told her my story; that I was from out of town and that Ms. Bundles had suggested that they might be able to direct me. She apologized about me not being able to take a tour but I assured her that I understood and was happy to just see the building and even be in the lobby. She and her friend gave me some recommendations and directions to get to the canal area where I wanted to go afterward and have dinner. Somehow during the course of our brief chat this kind woman realized that I would be leaving the next day and would not have another chance perhaps to see the inside of the building. “Oh we will just have to give you a quick tour.” I have to admit my heart leapt and I realized that this is really what I had envisioned and hoped would happen if I showed up.

Sheri led me to the doors of the theatre and asked me to wait as she entered the darkened space so she could turn on some lights. I suddenly felt like Alice going through the looking glass! I had set off on this adventure not knowing what to expect and now I was being ushered into a sacred space from which you could feel the energy and legacy from the past emanating. I was in awe as I entered the beautiful old theatre. I walked past the red plush velvet seats almost without a sound on the carpet down the center aisle. I was even more thrilled when Sheri ascended the steps to the stage and beckoned for me to follow. I climbed the stairs and turned around to face the “empty” house which it turned out wasn’t empty at all. I could feel the life that had been lived in this place, almost see the people and hear the music and laughter that has coursed through this space since it opened its doors the day after Christmas in 1927! Sheri pointed out several cool things about the theatre, like the African touches; sentinels atop the proscenium arch and shared some historical facts with me.

After this we went out into the main lobby and took several pictures. I looked around hungrily, taking in as many details as I could, aware of the short time I had and the awesome opportunity I was getting. I was already thrilled by the fact that I was being allowed to see this much when I heard Sheri say she would “just quickly” take me upstairs to see the Grand Casino Ballroom and the corporate offices. I was floating by now, so while I’m pretty sure we took the elevator to the fourth floor, it feels as if we could have just as easily been transported there by some magical means.  The doors where locked so I saw the ballroom through the little windows in its doors. Peering in the windows I could just imagine all of the events that had taken place here over the years, dances, coming out parties, weddings and even Walker Beauty School graduations.

After the ballroom Sheri led me to the doors of the corporate offices, stopping off to gather some material for me to take with me; a brochure, another leaflet and even a DVD telling the history of the place and about the life of Madame Walker. At this point I actually felt as if I was dreaming. By the time Sheri led me into the board room I thought I would explode. I’m sure she thought I was pretty crazy as I prattled on a mile a minute about how thrilling the whole experience was and how lucky I felt and how awesome it was that I could write about this for Women Owned Business Wednesday, all the while, by the way, snapping and posing for pics and directing Sheri as I conscripted her into being my official un-official photographer. (I am very grateful for her patience and generosity.)

Being in the boardroom felt like being in the inner sanctum of Mecca (if there is such a thing). I had to pause and just try and imagine what sorts of things Ms. Walker and her daughter A’Lelia must have gone through while building and running this empire; the hurdles they must have overcome, the fears they had to battle, the people who tried to stand in their way. I drew strength from this as I brought it to bear on my, what now seemed like puny, struggles that I face as a woman in business for herself. I was keenly aware of the gifts I was receiving in this moment, the strength, the inspiration from her story. A woman that had lived so long before my time whose spirit was so large and is so strong as to be able to still transmute her strength and power today to me, this one little person. If the waves of her spirit could do this for me so far away across the ocean of time, what must she have done for those around her while living?

I sat in a chair at the head of the large wooden oblong table and took in as much as I could. The pictures on the wall of Madam Walker and her lineage, the poster to commemorate the postage stamp bearing her name and countenance, the art deco chandelier on the ceiling. I took it all in committing it to memory, tucking it away to return to this place when I need to. I also was given a clear directive; learn more, there is so much more in this story for you and others. It was as if I had just been handed a magic tome and had only seen the beautiful jewel encrusted cover and skimmed some of the illuminated pages. While this was awesome in itself the book glowed before me with the promise of a story of such richness and complexity that it would take much more time and research to take even half of it in.

I was so happy when I left the Madame Walker Theatre Center. I almost could not believe my luck and the synchronicity that had led to this visit. My instincts told me to go there and that I would be given direction as to where to go next. I had received inspiration and other intel to help me along my journey and handed a sacred text that holds even more riches. The book I’m writing will contain stories of women who are living their visions of success. I learn the most from other’s stories and here I was being directed to a story that I had previously left unexplored! I look forward with great anticipation to where this exploration will take me and to the treasures I will find.

I look forward to sharing them with you,

Nicole

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Why does the snake shed her skin?

Lately I have felt like a snake overdue for molting. I’m apparently going through a growth spurt and it feels very uncomfortable; like I’m growing in size and my skin is too tight so I’m being squeezed. It’s unsettling as I’m noticing ways in which I am changing and have changed and yet I keep reaching back for these old ways and old parts of my identity? Why?

Mami Wata Incarnated as a Serpent (Cutts)

The Heroine’s Quest is not an easy one. I have my direction, my vision, and know my mission (for which I am grateful) but sometimes going through certain passages or ways are hard. Part of it is fear of the unknown and the feeling of loss that accompanies all change, even good change. This is the squeezing I’m talking about. I’m a snake ready to shed her skin and I have to squeeze myself through this current crag in the rocks to help me loosen my skin in order to leave a layer behind.

Why do Snakes Shed Their Skin?

A snake sheds its skin to allow for continued growth. The skin of a snake is different from the skin of a mammal in that it does not grow as the animal grows. When people get bigger with age, our skin grows right along with us. But snake skin has a limited capacity for growth and enlargement. Thus, when a snake outgrows the skin it’s in, it simply sheds the outer layer and starts fresh. A snake will shed its skin as long as it’s growing, and snakes grow all through their lives. Thus, a snake will never stop shedding until death.

Power Gives Birth to Passion (Cutts)

Are we any different? Do I have a choice? Does a tree have a choice? Not really. I have to follow my instinct; the internal urge for life and for growth. What will this change look like? I can’t be sure, I don’t know all of it now. I’ll just have to stay tuned for further direction.

The snakes did clue me in to something though…

Snakes don’t look too pretty while they are molting but after they shed they are much more vibrant.

What’s your experience with growth spurts? Are you going through one right now? Drop me a line and tell me about it, or leave your comments on this post.

The creature from my dream (Cutts, 1999)

Nicole Cutts, Ph.D., CEO
Cutts Consulting, LLC & Vision Quest Retreats

www.visionquestretreats.com

202.669.5777

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Do You Suffer From Perfectionism? Well Try this…

Do you suffer from the insidious disease; perfectionism?

If you do you are not alone, many women (and men) who are living their visions of success still deal with this challenge (myself included). One of the antidotes I have found is to remember that before I ever accomplished a single thing, ever won a medal, got a good or bad grade, published an article or even learned to walk and talk, I was PERFECT. I was born a perfect little baby girl and so were all of us. I try to remember even when I “fail” or fall short that I am still perfect JUST AS I AM.

Natalie Merchant wrote a song called “Wonder” that I love. I listen to it when I am celebrating living my vision AND when I feel down, defeated, or less than perfect (like right now while I am procrastinating instead of working on my book). I wanted to share it with you all today on Women Owned Business Wednesday to remind US that we are all miracles so…Happy Just Being Ourselves Day!

Watch Natalie Merchant singing “Wonder” live.

Wonder

Doctors have come from distant cities
Just to see me
Stand over my bed
Disbelieving what they’re seeing

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

Newspapers ask intimate questions
Want confessions
They reach into my head
To steal the glory of my story

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

People see me
I’m a challenge to your balance
I’m over your heads
How I confound you and astound you
To know I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as you can see you can offer me
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as she came to my mother
Know this child will not suffer
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

**If you are a woman (21+) and would like to contribute to the book I’m writing on women living their Visions of Success please click this link to access The Vision Quest Survey **

If you have any questions about the project please contact:

Nicole Cutts, Ph.D., CEO
Cutts Consulting, LLC & Vision Quest Retreats

www.nicolecutts.com

202.669.5777

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